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Can you survive
a dilemma?



An 8teen year old who has always been a struggling, but proud student
Prioritizing family & friends, she treasures them much
She loves indulging in good food and has dreams to fly around the globe
Very much interested in High fashion & hopes to catwalk down Runways
Wanna be rich one day. Photos are merely photos.
She is known to be a low-self esteem and negative person.


Facebook, Friendster (inactive),
Livejournal (slightly private) & MySpace (inactive)

Hawa Bestfriend
Ayn Liah Ainn Elle Jenny the Jen

Down Memory Lane
(under construction)
2007


2008
Midnight tears,
Friday, July 16, 7/16/2010 02:02:00 am

She's just too sad, she's not strong enough to go through this emotional turmoil. Her emotions are getting the better of her. Her heart kept breaking in many little pieces, isn't that fun to sense? Why won't anyone just understand her. Each night, she cries thinking of her unlucky and unpredictable life she's going through. All she's hoping for are genuine happy days, where the sun shines brightly and proudly, where birds would chirp and when everyone who walk pass her would give her the warmest and cheerful smile. HER HEART IS BREAKING INTO MANY MILLION PIECES...

Who would understand?
Who would listen?


Salam sayang,
ymB aanaeeD ♥



Sleeping with a broken heart,
Tuesday, July 13, 7/13/2010 11:51:00 pm

Sometimes she tends to ask herself, "When will all these end?" and realized that no one would be able to answer that. She chose it this way, and this is how it is going along as planned. She's thankful that she's strong, all thanks to The Above.

She's sorry she's that terrible. She's sorry she's different, or changed. If only she's more understanding, too bad she's not. She misses you. Terribly. She needs you, like how you need her. Only you she needs, but time waits for no one, and she's really behind time. What ever did happen?


Salam sayang,
ymB aanaeeD ♥



Time and Again,
Wednesday, May 19, 5/19/2010 01:36:00 am

Maybe what my thoughts have been rambling about are proven right
I am certainly not unreasonable
It's THIS hard to understand the way I am
It obviously won't take a few months, or maybe a few years
Hate myself... Who doesn't?


Salam sayang,
ymB aanaeeD ♥