Sometimes she tends to ask herself, "When will all these end?" and realized that no one would be able to answer that. She chose it this way, and this is how it is going along as planned. She's thankful that she's strong, all thanks to The Above.
She's sorry she's that terrible. She's sorry she's different, or changed. If only she's more understanding, too bad she's not. She misses you. Terribly. She needs you, like how you need her. Only you she needs, but time waits for no one, and she's really behind time. What ever did happen?