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Can you survive
a dilemma?



An 8teen year old who has always been a struggling, but proud student
Prioritizing family & friends, she treasures them much
She loves indulging in good food and has dreams to fly around the globe
Very much interested in High fashion & hopes to catwalk down Runways
Wanna be rich one day. Photos are merely photos.
She is known to be a low-self esteem and negative person.


Facebook, Friendster (inactive),
Livejournal (slightly private) & MySpace (inactive)

Hawa Bestfriend
Ayn Liah Ainn Elle Jenny the Jen

Down Memory Lane
(under construction)
2007


2008
Close to giving up . ..,
Tuesday, November 24, 11/24/2009 05:50:00 pm

Happiness is just not in her dictionary, isn't it?


She's been acting like a crybaby these days. She's not seeking sympathy but just that she needs the right person to understand how she feels. She knows she may sound selfish whatever, but she just need to share out how she feels Here. Seeing you happier now, makes her so upset. Not because she's jealous, it's because it made her think so hard. "Why did I even bother to shed tears almost everyday in the past 2-3 months when all that proves that it has been worthless?" No doubt she's happy for you, but what was up with you asking her whether has she been missing you or not. Don't you have things called 'feelings'? No, she has stopped missing you. Why does she even want to!? The 'thing' you both had was so last summer...

Moving on... Life has been a rollercoaster ride lately for yours truly. I've try, tries, still trying, tried but I'm guessing not hard enough since nothing has improved yet. I'm so strong yet so weak, would you understand? So... hurt

P/s, please acknowledge her mistakes


Salam sayang,
ymB aanaeeD ♥