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Can you survive
a dilemma?



An 8teen year old who has always been a struggling, but proud student
Prioritizing family & friends, she treasures them much
She loves indulging in good food and has dreams to fly around the globe
Very much interested in High fashion & hopes to catwalk down Runways
Wanna be rich one day. Photos are merely photos.
She is known to be a low-self esteem and negative person.


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Hawa Bestfriend
Ayn Liah Ainn Elle Jenny the Jen

Down Memory Lane
(under construction)
2007


2008
This feeling,
Tuesday, October 13, 10/13/2009 12:51:00 am

I just hate this feeling. It just makes me all confused. Moving on seems hard for me, I can't seem to get you out of my mind. There goes the first day of school, here comes a new semester, new modules, new timetable, new teachers, new... Diana? No? Sigh, didn't expect to have you on my mind the whole day. I'm tired, okay? I'm super exhausted from thinking about you, wishing stuffs and hoping for stuffs. Why bother, when I myself know nothing of those sorts would ever come true. I was all hyped up back to school I guess, judging from how I was already ready by 6.30am and reached at 7.40am when we're supposed to meet up with the rest at 7.50am. So much for being 'hyped up', I was already condemned upon reaching class. Suprisingly, I didn't fall asleep the whole 6 hours in school. I kept yawning, wishing I could just go home and catch up on my much-needed sleep. I got a confused, (or more like pissed off) with some changes made in school. Ah, why should I go all out complaining here, I guess that's the way it should be? Hah, funny how I kept cursing/swearing upon being instructed. I just couldn't figure out with myself whether I should conclude the new timetable as good or terrible, the one thing I just couldn't accept it is that Monday-Thursday we start at 8am. AHHHH !@#$%^ How the hell am I gonna reach school on time on these 4 days? I'm usually late! Sheesh. (Mampos ah, Diana... Monitress tercontoh!) Learning about our new modules just pulled my motivation down, as what each module's about just what I'm not good in. In example, WFB? Writing for Business. I am never good in writing! Sigh. Now there's SVE Service Excellence? What the crap is this? Sounds fun though. Gee =/ What's the exciting thing about the new schedule is that we do not go home LATE anymore like we used to. No more ending at 4pm, 5pm. Now we end lessons at 2pm or 3pm. Awesome. And oh, did I mention our break is 12pm-1pm on Monday-Thursday? How am I supposed to bear with being hungry? I want to eattttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt. Okay bye, it's 1.16am already. I'll need to try my best to go to sleep SOON. Yeah, sure I doubt so. Funny how I'm talking to myself. Okay goodnight mwahs ;)

Ps: I miss you, is there really no hope anymore?


Salam sayang,
ymB aanaeeD ♥