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Can you survive
a dilemma?



An 8teen year old who has always been a struggling, but proud student
Prioritizing family & friends, she treasures them much
She loves indulging in good food and has dreams to fly around the globe
Very much interested in High fashion & hopes to catwalk down Runways
Wanna be rich one day. Photos are merely photos.
She is known to be a low-self esteem and negative person.


Facebook, Friendster (inactive),
Livejournal (slightly private) & MySpace (inactive)

Hawa Bestfriend
Ayn Liah Ainn Elle Jenny the Jen

Down Memory Lane
(under construction)
2007


2008
Sacarsm was what she learnt today,
Saturday, September 26, 9/26/2009 01:04:00 am



It's a wonder how it's still this tough to fall asleep. It's so tough to go through the day thinking and reminiscing about those times and imagining how it would be like if things were good and how it would bring happiness and joy in at least someone's life. It's easy to put on a mask and try as hard to criticise about what happened, but no one knows how painful it is deep inside. Appearing cheerful and laughing throughout dinner, how genuine it may seem. Literally feeling as though the heart has been breaking into many bits and pieces. Hating how what did happened left such a big and long impact. Sympathy not needed here not being emotional, just expressing feelings. If only remembering was an option. If only remembering would lead to being there. If only someone would listen. If only God gives an answer. 'Moving on' is not motivating enough it seems. 'Get a life' neither. How about 'Wake up'? How very much thankful it is that the week has been horrendous. Someone is a changed person. Not that obvious, but it may get even drastic. This 'common', 'fun' and 'casual' topic is nowhere near interesting anymore, try starting it.
Life just gets worst, doesn't it? No, nobody's challenging The Above


Salam sayang,
ymB aanaeeD ♥