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Can you survive
a dilemma?



An 8teen year old who has always been a struggling, but proud student
Prioritizing family & friends, she treasures them much
She loves indulging in good food and has dreams to fly around the globe
Very much interested in High fashion & hopes to catwalk down Runways
Wanna be rich one day. Photos are merely photos.
She is known to be a low-self esteem and negative person.


Facebook, Friendster (inactive),
Livejournal (slightly private) & MySpace (inactive)

Hawa Bestfriend
Ayn Liah Ainn Elle Jenny the Jen

Down Memory Lane
(under construction)
2007


2008
Talking just turn into screaming,
Monday, September 14, 9/14/2009 12:35:00 am

It's past midnight, yet I don't feel a bit sleepy. I just felt like storytelling, somewhere, somehow... here. Well I'm never good at once upon a times, but we'll see where my fingertips bring me. It's been fifteen days since I last fasted. Hopefully I can start fasting anytime soon, like today or tomorrow hopefully. Yes, I miss fasting. So far, I've a total of 4 suits for raya. Just bought heels (yes, your eyes are not playing tricks on you) yesterday. I can't believe it myself that, I, Diana is gonna wear heels! Ah, bury it. I've bought new accessories too. *shakes butt* Was a little disappointed that I couldn't get a new compact powder, but mum got herself a new one, new lipsticks and new brown smokey eyeshadow. It's alrrrrright, mum. Be ready, for Imma use yours! Sheesh. In a blink of an eye, this is the last week of the fasting month? How fast it that!

You and Me, we've been having terrible mornings and late nights due to the same reasons. How surprising we've been hit this hard at this period of time. Thanks for understanding, sorry for keeping things/lying. I'm sure as much as you want to feel sorry for me, I'm sure a little part of you is frustrated at me. Yes? I'm sorry once again. I've promised myself and you that I'm not gonna **** myself and giving myself a ****** anymore and if I decided to, I'll at least tell someone. Like what you advised me before, 'nanti sendiri binasa'. I agree, and I regretted so much. Oh well, I will learn my lesson. Thanks for being there for me, really. I've never expected you to be, I was at my losing end that point of time. Love you

No doubt I miss you alot. But thanks for everything, once again. I've learnt alot from you. Guess I'm the dumb one all along...


A: Stop all the shxt okay bye!
B: What the fxck did I fxcking do to you?
A: Put this way okay, you stop calling/smsing me and just think that I don't exist anymore. Okay okay enough bye!
Where did I go wrong?


Salam sayang,
ymB aanaeeD ♥