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Can you survive
a dilemma?



An 8teen year old who has always been a struggling, but proud student
Prioritizing family & friends, she treasures them much
She loves indulging in good food and has dreams to fly around the globe
Very much interested in High fashion & hopes to catwalk down Runways
Wanna be rich one day. Photos are merely photos.
She is known to be a low-self esteem and negative person.


Facebook, Friendster (inactive),
Livejournal (slightly private) & MySpace (inactive)

Hawa Bestfriend
Ayn Liah Ainn Elle Jenny the Jen

Down Memory Lane
(under construction)
2007


2008
Drift,
Monday, August 31, 8/31/2009 01:54:00 am

Am I too much? Tell me, am I? Is it wrong that I'm doing all these? Why can't you understand? Please, put yourself in my shoes. Wouldn't you do the same? You are smart enough to know that things are not going on well, but why are you keeping lull about it? Why aren't you doing anything to improve things, but well blame me when I get over-rated in my actions? Where are you now when I need you? I feel as though I'm clapping on one hand. Do you care? I don't get what you're putting me into. I've been patient, I'm never like this. I used to give up easily, but this time I'm sorry I'm trying my best to get what I want. I don't care, I've got my reasons. Why are you pouring all these to me? What's your main aim? You're leaving me all confused. Each day, I wait, waited, and still waiting but I don't hear news from you. Suddenly, you came back. I was very much excited to be able to feel your presence, but you pulled the feelings down. Why am I at fault now? Why can't you understand? What do you take me for now? If only you would realized that the only reason I'm acting this way and I'm doing all these is just because, I miss you a hell lot. I just want things to be how it used to be. Is that too much to ask for? Or wait, am I being demanding? I miss you, so very much

She told him, "I miss those times where we would laugh, and even cry. I'm different now. Where's the person who always make that happen?"


Salam sayang,
ymB aanaeeD ♥