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Can you survive
a dilemma?



An 8teen year old who has always been a struggling, but proud student
Prioritizing family & friends, she treasures them much
She loves indulging in good food and has dreams to fly around the globe
Very much interested in High fashion & hopes to catwalk down Runways
Wanna be rich one day. Photos are merely photos.
She is known to be a low-self esteem and negative person.


Facebook, Friendster (inactive),
Livejournal (slightly private) & MySpace (inactive)

Hawa Bestfriend
Ayn Liah Ainn Elle Jenny the Jen

Down Memory Lane
(under construction)
2007


2008
Unforgiving,
Wednesday, July 22, 7/22/2009 12:15:00 am

Curry Maggi at 11.53 p.m. Tell me, how am I possibly to fall asleep easily? I am so upset, I don't feel like doing anything other than to cry. Can someone kill me now? Maybe I'm better off dead, rather than seeing Us this way. We're never caught in this kind of situation, why now? Why so sudden? I wanna die now, now, now, now. At 12 a.m now! You don't need me anymore. I can't live like this.
Why? Why Why? Why now? I just need you to be frank with me, is that not okay? Why? I wanna know why. I just wanna why. I might understand. I don't like how things are going now. I don't like how we are speaking to each other. It is not... Us. I don't like it when you give other excuses, when the real thing is just Me.
I know I've hurt you badly. No chances for me? Even when I'm very apologetic? No?
Why am I not surprised... Is this my next heartbreak?

Updated:
Tell me how am I gonna fall asleep? Why is it because of this I'm crying like a pathetic girl? Because you are my pillar of strength. What am I without you?


Salam sayang,
ymB aanaeeD ♥