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Can you survive
a dilemma?



An 8teen year old who has always been a struggling, but proud student
Prioritizing family & friends, she treasures them much
She loves indulging in good food and has dreams to fly around the globe
Very much interested in High fashion & hopes to catwalk down Runways
Wanna be rich one day. Photos are merely photos.
She is known to be a low-self esteem and negative person.


Facebook, Friendster (inactive),
Livejournal (slightly private) & MySpace (inactive)

Hawa Bestfriend
Ayn Liah Ainn Elle Jenny the Jen

Down Memory Lane
(under construction)
2007


2008
I hate this part right here,
Tuesday, July 21, 7/21/2009 04:06:00 am

I'm already drained out, even though it's just past Monday. I'm hating Monday a lot as it's one of those days whereby I start school super early and end super late. It just tiring, you see. We might be active during the first few hours, but after that, you could see one by one falling asleep during lessons, like me. Not proud! Couldn't control my eyes and fell asleep during accounting, and was shocked that quite a number of people fell asleep too. Headed to the washroom to freshen ourselves up, and aftermath, we were really fresh. We didn't feel sleepy anymore. (It works!?) 3.53 am now, just finished up the new layout. It's nowhere near perfect, I know. Well, I got bored of the one before. My mood is terrible these days, due to period. It's the 4th day today. Oh and I can't wait for fasting month! *shakes butt* I'm ecstatic! Since I couldn't fast for a whole month last year, I want to do so this year. I shouldn't have fell ill at that time! Tsk. Ahh, it's over though. I shouldn't ponder over the past.

Bestfriend, I'm sorry. I am terrible I know. I feel very very bad. I can't stop blaming myself upon seeing you like this. I know this is entirely my fault. If it's not because of my selfishness. Please, give me a chance? I know you may say you forgive me, but deep inside I know it is hard to, right? Remember the quote we saw and we agreed? "It is easy to forgive an enemy but hard to forgive a friend". Remember that? I'm guessing that's what you're abiding by now. I miss you, a hell lot. We're drifting apart... and I hate that fact. I miss you. I really do... sigh you know you're my pillar of strength. What am I without you? I need you. Don't you need me? Not anymore after the incident? Well I hope not. Cus I want to be there for you for more times when you need someone. Can it still be me? :'(

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Salam sayang,
ymB aanaeeD ♥