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Can you survive
a dilemma?



An 8teen year old who has always been a struggling, but proud student
Prioritizing family & friends, she treasures them much
She loves indulging in good food and has dreams to fly around the globe
Very much interested in High fashion & hopes to catwalk down Runways
Wanna be rich one day. Photos are merely photos.
She is known to be a low-self esteem and negative person.


Facebook, Friendster (inactive),
Livejournal (slightly private) & MySpace (inactive)

Hawa Bestfriend
Ayn Liah Ainn Elle Jenny the Jen

Down Memory Lane
(under construction)
2007


2008
Bringing back the days,
Thursday, June 25, 6/25/2009 12:28:00 am

I'm not feeling it. Am I taking the right steps? The right route? I doubt myself, really. What do I hope to get from all this? Do I really want it to end up that way? Yes, no? I don't know. I am unsure. I am confused, really. You surely don't want things to end the way it has always been, right Diana? You know yourself you've gotten hurt quite frequent, why aren't you making a change? Damn you, Diana! Urg, it's no wonder why you go all out cursing yourself. Tsk

Talk about holidays, I'm having a great time. I'm happy I don't have to school. Awesome. Ahh, I've never liked business. Never interested. Wtf I am so sad I was not eligible for ECH, even in ITE. What's more amazing is that, I go to a school that has ECH. Wow, great isn't it? Looking at those on-the-way preschool teachers walking around and all. That hurt me real bad, up till now. I guess, till I end my highernitec course? Constantly putting on a facade each time I put on that uniform. I hate it. I despise BZE, CMB, LSS, TVE, UPP, YEX WHATEVER WHATNOT. I am so not interested oke. You get me? I tak suka! I want to learn about child psychology and all. RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Yes, I should have thought of this months ago. But for people around me, I chose this route which, initially I thought I will learn to like it but guess the thought didn't make reality. Now, I feel like quitting school. Can I please, Mum, Dad, Aunts, Uncles, Grandma... Sis? Fxck. You know what I mean


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