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Can you survive
a dilemma?



An 8teen year old who has always been a struggling, but proud student
Prioritizing family & friends, she treasures them much
She loves indulging in good food and has dreams to fly around the globe
Very much interested in High fashion & hopes to catwalk down Runways
Wanna be rich one day. Photos are merely photos.
She is known to be a low-self esteem and negative person.


Facebook, Friendster (inactive),
Livejournal (slightly private) & MySpace (inactive)

Hawa Bestfriend
Ayn Liah Ainn Elle Jenny the Jen

Down Memory Lane
(under construction)
2007


2008
Lethargic days,
Thursday, May 21, 5/21/2009 11:43:00 pm

Exhausted. Mentally, physically and emotionally. School's draining me out. Yes, I might be able to withstand it till now, but what about many months later? So many things to do, so little time. Rush. I hate it. Class tests are around the week, and I do not know whether I'm ready for them or not. I'm tired, kay? U get me? T-i-r-e-d

Dang I hate migraines. Make me force myself to puke. GRRRRTT. Oh, that is random, sorry. To think there's dance tomorrow. I don't feel like going, really. I feel like quitting and joining another Cca that's less tiring. The last practice was terrible for me, and I hate the feeling when the attack comes

Seriously, the giddiness is annoying me alot at this very moment.

I don't know who to turn to already. I know they'll not stop. They returned, yes. And no, it's definitely not good news. What's with all the sarcasm? Haven't you had enough? Guess my weakness has always been an advantage. Likewise you, I am sick and tired too

To think I actually copy-pasted the message you sent me here, but oh well, why am I bothering huh? Why dirty my blog. Gosh

Me, backstabbing? I seriously don't get it how you come up with such labels about me. If I am one, why things happen now? Haha! As they say, 'once a backstabber, always a backstabber'. Meaning I've been one all my life, eh? Gosh, it's when this happen, you find my negative side. What do you even mean when you said, I lost everything/everyone precious in my life? Like who? My family? Really!? Ah, I guess so. But well, I thought you didn't wanna have anything to do with me anymore? I'm not your problem anymore? What're you doing then? Spotting what I'm losing and what I'm not?

I am hurt, not because of that. Duh.
Can I quit school now?


Salam sayang,
ymB aanaeeD ♥