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Can you survive
a dilemma?



An 8teen year old who has always been a struggling, but proud student
Prioritizing family & friends, she treasures them much
She loves indulging in good food and has dreams to fly around the globe
Very much interested in High fashion & hopes to catwalk down Runways
Wanna be rich one day. Photos are merely photos.
She is known to be a low-self esteem and negative person.


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Ayn Liah Ainn Elle Jenny the Jen

Down Memory Lane
(under construction)
2007


2008
A new Beginning...,
Thursday, January 1, 1/01/2009 02:20:00 am

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
My motive for this post would be all about me going through the year 2008 which just ended 2 hours ago. I'll try to type the main points from A to Z.

JANUARY-MARCH;
Throughout those months was indeed TERRIBLE and NERVEWRECKING for me. Well, those were the first few months of stressing for the upcoming O's. First few months of being an undergrad of O's made Deeanaa: Cranky, Bitchy, Naughty and Rebellious. Seriously, I just hated school. Everything was not right for me. Lessons were too fast, chapters ended super quick. School, studies were disasters! Kept wanting to even quit sec5 and enter ITE for April Intake. Been complaining to my mother and friends. They got fed up with me. Nyah!  OH AND YAHH, I cried ALOT these months. Attended Adam Khoo's workshop and learned alot! I learnt to be positive, believe in self and do not easily give up. That lasts quite a while, and then teacher made me attend counselling, then I was like whuuttt?! It was B-O-RINGGGGG!

SEPTEMBER;
Prelims period. Could not do all the papers as  I got hospitalized for 11days when the papers were going on. Sigh. Went through the Procedure and it hurts so bad, I cried the whole night!!! Pain pain pain!!

OCTOBER;
Oooh, the days came. O levels!! Studied regularly with regular studybuddies at the Airport. Missing those days!!

NOVEMBER;
Birthday girl, right... More like disappointing and worst birthday? I rather have the usual birthday each year, about the same but not as disappointing! End of the O's. PROMM NIGHT!! MEMORABLE!! You should know if you've read my previous' blog entry about that night. Yeeh!! Oh, and had my operation. Hurts, pain, hurts!!!

DECEMBER;
Was all about hanging out with friends. Meeting up with relatives. It was Great. Most Importantly, I've been looking forward to this date 31122008. I've planned to go out on this day, not like the past years where I've been at home. I wanted to feel the atmosphere celebrating with loved ones and have lotsa fun. SADLY, the day went zig-zag for me. It was terrible. I mean, It's my first celebration yet, It SUCKS. I'm so disappointed I wanna cry. My life sucks- then. Put the past behind and look forward for a better 2009 and so on! That's the Spirit!! Nyeh.

Well, now you know? GOOD. Thanks to those who made those months 'happen. Let's leave all these as memories and look forward to the future!! ALL THE VERY BEST, DEEANAA!!!


Salam sayang,
ymB aanaeeD