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Can you survive
a dilemma?



An 8teen year old who has always been a struggling, but proud student
Prioritizing family & friends, she treasures them much
She loves indulging in good food and has dreams to fly around the globe
Very much interested in High fashion & hopes to catwalk down Runways
Wanna be rich one day. Photos are merely photos.
She is known to be a low-self esteem and negative person.


Facebook, Friendster (inactive),
Livejournal (slightly private) & MySpace (inactive)

Hawa Bestfriend
Ayn Liah Ainn Elle Jenny the Jen

Down Memory Lane
(under construction)
2007


2008
Escape,
Saturday, January 17, 1/17/2009 01:28:00 am

Late nights again, insomnia it seems. Last night I went to bed at around 5.30am, was busy watching Gossip Girl. Now, I'm stuck and addicted to it. I wished I could buy the dvd. Have always wanted to buy the book, but it never happen. I'm bored sitting at home these days, I can't wait till the end of the month where I'll get to know of my application results. I can't wait to get to school and study. It beats rotting at home. It's 1.33am now, not sure when I'll get to sleep. Well, who wouldn't say no to late nights when it's holiday? Yes?

I just feel like running away. I tried, so hard. I'm not giving up, no. It's just tough. I feel as though I wanna go from here, travel around the globe. I guess I'm not strong enough for this. I won't say I'm weak, cus I've been trying. Let's put it this way- I'm just not strong enough to overcome this. Yes, I put up a strong front, all that's a facade. I don't say I lie, I just pretend. I just don't feel pleasant and at ease being in this kind of position. I need a change of environment, I can't stand it already. It feels so different. I hate it. The feeling have yet to go away. Yes, I do care about opinions, comments and gossips. I try not to, but yes, sensitivity plays an important role in my life.
Guess Ignorance is bliss...


Salam sayang,
ymB aanaeeD ♥