

I realised and am feeling as though many things have been changing in my surroundings. Why, each time I try to change, my surroundings do it first? Well, nobody would understand what crap I'm typing here, but well as they say, You yourself know you better. I can feel as though my heart just sank deep down, and got crushed. I'm not contented with my current events. I just wanna break down upon seeing things the way it is. I'm not Contented, satisfied. I just wanna cry, but what's the point? Is things gonna automatically change after that? As I've always ask myself, Why Bother? This question kept popping in my head.
I need a break, I'm tired as it is nowSigh, this whole post speak "Pathetic Little Girl"