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Can you survive
a dilemma?



An 8teen year old who has always been a struggling, but proud student
Prioritizing family & friends, she treasures them much
She loves indulging in good food and has dreams to fly around the globe
Very much interested in High fashion & hopes to catwalk down Runways
Wanna be rich one day. Photos are merely photos.
She is known to be a low-self esteem and negative person.


Facebook, Friendster (inactive),
Livejournal (slightly private) & MySpace (inactive)

Hawa Bestfriend
Ayn Liah Ainn Elle Jenny the Jen

Down Memory Lane
(under construction)
2007


2008
wednesday, please be fast?,
Monday, May 14, 5/14/2007 04:08:00 pm

2 more days to go. 3 more papers to go. Gahh! What's left? Tomorrow there's Geography AND Biology. Oh Gosh! I've never passed Geography before(excluding common tests) in my life. Biology? I don't remember learning anything during Biology lessons, because the lesson is like dull, boring, deaddddd. Yea, really. It's been numerous times I fell asleep during her lesson, and ended up not learning anything. But at least, she did give out notes, so that helps during exams. Oh oh, just now's POA paper 1 was gone case, gonna fail for sure. Didn't study for it. My weekend was spent resting, and resting at home. Sort of lepak at home uhh. hehe. Kept telling myself to study, but it just didn't work, because at home there's barriers like computer, laptop, tv, handphone, bed, food and of course, fans that makes me wanting to just shut my eyes and off to lalaland. Study outdoors? Where? With? Where is not a problem, but with? gahh!
Life's not been any better. I've been getting hurt over and over again. I could just feel my heart shatter into many million pieces. Doesn't she get it that she's been hurting me? I thought what i thought were just my thoughts, but it proved. The real you. It really shows that you preferred her than me, eventhough we've known each other much more longer than you know her. Why must she get into picture last year? Things started changing eversince then. Or maybe it's me? If it's, where did i go wrong? My tears are worn out, weeping because of you. My hatred towards her grew even stronger and i feel like killing her. But since I'm your friend, and she's yours, I have to take her as my friend too. But it just doesn't work. I don't feel good being around her. I feel so... left out. Urgh. Maybe it's better this way. As long as you're happy, I'm happy for you. Anything for you. Love & Miss yah.

oh, this photo was taken last year. that explain the long hair. okayy, i look like crap here, i know. :)



Salam sayang,
ymB aanaeeD ♥