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Can you survive
a dilemma?



An 8teen year old who has always been a struggling, but proud student
Prioritizing family & friends, she treasures them much
She loves indulging in good food and has dreams to fly around the globe
Very much interested in High fashion & hopes to catwalk down Runways
Wanna be rich one day. Photos are merely photos.
She is known to be a low-self esteem and negative person.


Facebook, Friendster (inactive),
Livejournal (slightly private) & MySpace (inactive)

Hawa Bestfriend
Ayn Liah Ainn Elle Jenny the Jen

Down Memory Lane
(under construction)
2007


2008
fuck whatever that's happening!,
Friday, April 6, 4/06/2007 09:03:00 am

Yesterday's no different than the day before. Ended up going to school. & regretted, really. Suprisingly, no tears were shed. Maybe i used up too much of tears the day before. I don't know whether to type it out in my blog. But i just can't because it's so complicated. I'm so confused. I have alot thoughts in my head, & i don't know if they're true or not. Well, I do have evidences tho. She proved it all. It's very hurting. I'm too depressed to face & talk to them. She don't even bother to talk to me. But infront of others, i'm normal, as in my usual self(not really). Meaning, now i'm like much more to myself & quiet. But I do talk to others tho.

Now, do you get it? SHE DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER TO TALK TO ME! That girl is fuckin' showing me attitude just because i screamed at her on Wednesday. Whatever. I just hate her!! EVERYTHING HAPPENING IS ALL BECAUSE OF YOU! YOU DESTROYED OUR FRIENDSHIP. IT WAS ALL GOING SMOOTHLY, BUT SINCE YOU POPPED INTO THE PICTURE, EVERYTHING CHANGED. YOU STOLE HER AWAY FROM ME. AND NOW SHE'S HYPNOTIZED BY YOUR WORDS. I WONDER WHAT'S SO INTERESTING ABOUT THEM. OHWELL, WHAT'S SO INTERESTING FOR YOU? & WHAT'S SO INTERESTING ABOUT YOU?

THIS IS FUCKING REALITY ; I HAVE TO ACCEPT IT THEN .
I'M GIVING UP NOW. GIVING YOU UP TO HER.


Salam sayang,
ymB aanaeeD ♥